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Intruding into Ahting's blog

2005-08-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

Muahahaa, here I am intruding to ting's lappy and also her blog. Hehee.... SHE is so SUPER STRESS. Wellz, got to run for OM lecture liao....cIaOx...

Reflections on E-Commerce

2005-08-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

E-COMMERCE

I have reached the mid-point of my e-commerce module. I have also covered at least half of the syllabus, built at least half of our e-commerce website and even taken the common test. What can I say about this module?

E-commerce is new for me at the beginning. Creating an e-commerce website wasn’t as easy as I thought so. It was a challenge to me as I wasn’t that good in IT. My tutor has been very nice to our class. He provided lots of help during the process of developing the website.

Through this module, I was able to understand what e-commerce is, how it works and relates to the internet. I have gained an overview of the concepts related to e-commerce. It gives me an opportunity to create an online store with products to sell and encourages me to think of ways to develop my own e-business in future.

This module provides me with knowledge I need. For example: making use of software such as Microsoft Office Access (Database) and Marcomedia Dreamweaver (designing of the website).

I believe that studying E-commerce will benefit every one of us especially in our future careers. It creates a new career opportunities for us as we are able gain knowledge on both technology (IT) and business.
On the whole, it is a worthwhile and different learning experience. (^-^)

2005-06-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

IMAGE AND BUSINESS ETIQUETTE

We had our make-up class yesterday.

We learnt a lot from the image consultant, Ms Audrey Quek. She taught us what are the “cool” colours and the “warm” colours. She was very professional. There are a lot of important things we have to take note especially if we are going for a job interview. And she gave us some advice on what we should wear and how to present ourself in a more professional manner. Well, I guess FIRST IMPRESSION really counts!

She also commented on our dressing and she told us what the colours we are suitable. Guess what? I’m in the middle range. However, due to my skin tone I can’t wear colours that are too light as it will cause my face to look even paler~ Red is suitable for me. That’s what she told me. heez.

I really had a great time doing the make-up. It was my 1st time doing the make-up myself. Haha. I was chosen as the model and Ms Quek did the make-up on me. At the beginning, the colour she chose for me was kinda weird. “Blue colour for my eye-shadow”. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I was shocked. Even Rini also find it weird. But anyway, after some time... I find it alright. =) We tried the mascara (double-extension). It was fun. Suddenly, our eye lashes became so long and thick. Haha.

Well, considering Image and Business Etiquette as being useless… you are wrong. Reflecting on what I have learnt and how I’m going to apply them in future prove that this module is useful. Although, it is not going to help in the business profit or etc, but to be successful, I believe the first step is to be able to present yourself confidently~

Next week will be our last lesson... can't believe that 5 weeks had just passed. That was fast. I'm going to miss this fun and interesting module~

Here are some photos we took yesterday! Lol.

My Image and Etiquette presentation grp and my classmates from TB13!

2005-06-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

IMAGE AND BUSINESS ETIQUETTE

What is business etiquette? I have been thinking about it before I attend any of the class. I took this module coz I always wanted to learn how to make up. But I never regret attending the class. This IS module ROxs. I had a fun-loving tutor and a new learning experience.

Basically, the advantage of etiquette is a great all-round guide for creating a great impression, the way we conduct and present ourselves are relevant and essential in our future. For a business success, 1st impression in the interview is necessary. Our posture, facial expression, gestures and eye contact is important as appearance take up about 70%.

When we introduced ourselves or when we are being introduced, there are various guidelines for us to remember. And the deepest impression I had during my 2nd lesson was the “What do you do?” convention. It’s pretty common for us to make mistakes. Through this module, I realized the mistakes I have be making. I believe it is not too late to learn my mistakes now.

Networking skills are essential to help us find and keep supportive contacts in different areas of the business. For example, the last lesson we had, I learnt how to approach another person in a proper and respectful way without making one embarrass. Having this "network" of mutual help makes it easier to get and share information in the business world.

Last week, the groups presented different topics and role play of various scenarios to the class. The role plays were entertaining and I believe everybody enjoyed it. Through the role plays and presentation, we were taught to choose and appreciate the wine in right way. Dining etiquette of different culture such as Japanese, Chinese, Western and etc.. were interesting. I learnt the appropriate to hold the fish knife and what is right and wrong to do when you are dining.

Beside that, the talk we attended two weeks ago by Suzenne Zheng was fun and it really reflects the way I should conduct myself. Well, I guess I can’t wait for the make up lesson this coming Friday! =)

2005-04-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

Felt bad for not helping in the BAOC identity stuff. But I had a great fun yesterday. =) Guess what? I went for wakeboarding for my 1st time. Together with Sheena and her friends, I managed to have that opportunity to experience such an expensive sport. For half an hour, I learnt the tactic to stand up. Yah right. You may think that it is easy but it is not easy as you thought. Lol.
One comment… the S’pore sea taste so salty~ I was nearly choked by the water when I fell. I’ve never tried any water sports before and I was totally freaked out when I’m floating without my leg touching the ground. I admit that I’m a weak swimmer. Don’t ever throw me down into the sea or deep pool without a lifejacket. I would probably struggle like hell. Ha-ha.
Oh well, it was a wonderful, albeit tiring experience.

Promised to meet my CGL and GLs 1pm yesterday but end up meeting them around 6 plus. I’m so sorry to make everyone wait. =p

2005-04-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

hm.. woke up around 10 plus. watched Vcd (e snow angel). lol. quite sad and touching show.
well, i think i spend most of my time at eldora's house. we were busy doing the ID stuff for the BAoc. we tried using bubble-tea straw, hair gel & macaroni and here's the result.

although the result isn't tt satisfactory, we put in alot of effort on it. lol.

2005-04-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

Having a bad mood. mY dog bit my Motorola hp charger!!! now i can't charge my phone. STUPID DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!

2005-04-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

Went to sch around 10am for our sc thing. it was kinda boring as we have to think 5 different items for the ID. However, our grp only managed to come out with 3 ideas.
we had lunch at Takashimaya >>> Seoul Garden. Yumyum~
Ate quite alot, Ice-cream, e char siew chicken which isk recommended and etc.. Lol.
i finally got myself a havaianas rubber sandal.. I dun have to wear my shoes to sch le! =)

2005-04-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

okok.. I'm trying to clear all the DUST! Heez.
Only managed to edit a few part of my blog.. currently still under construction. lol..

Well.. i broke my last record~ haven't been blogging since Feb. OoPs. =p
Thanks for all the complains! haha.

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060405 (wednesday)

The 1st day of e camp.
hmm.. what we did for the 1st day? ya..i remember! we had to clean the hall with our rags!! The hall really dusty. yucks. we also did some hands-on work.. (e flag) and the committee taught us Campfire songs. 1 scary thing happened while we were singing the campfire songs. we (Li ting & me) were sitting behind.. the last row.. Liting heard someone calling her while i heard someone calling me! tt was strange. But when we turned our head.. there wasn't anyone behind us. it was pretty scary. Luckily i wasn't the only one who heard tt.
That night, we had our treasure hunt game. Somehow i feel that, it wasn't really successful. It was dark and slippery. The place was too width for us to search for clues and the clues were hard to find. We had to search for 19 clues! Our group gave up 30min before the game ended.
I guessed the committee wasn't happy with our attitude.
We slept around 1 am. The fire alarm woke us up. it was 3 am in the morning. We were asked to gathered outside the hall. All of us took about 4 mins. Again...we were scolded for no having the sense of urgency.

070405 (Thursday)

We gathered atround 6.30 am, we had our PT. 3 rounds on the track..all types of exercise. It was very very tiring. It was an embarrassing day too. We headed to Orchard around noon. We had wear our shirt in the opposite direction and we looked so stupid & retarded. And Guess what? there were 3 rules we had to follow. When 1 of the committee blows his / her whistle.. once, we had to lie flat on the floor. when he blows twice, we had to do some kungfu kicking. thrice, we had to dance around. People around Orchard were staring at us. Not only that, we also had to find a list of things. For example, we had to get at least 5 different brand of pads, 1 condom...and etc. w/o using any money, we had to get it from the public. i heard that the games were part of the sports camp tradition. Well, what can i say.. It was FUN!

That night, we had our dinner (Pizza) at Jurong Point. After dinner, everybody headed to the lim chu kang cemetery. Well, i wasn't allowed to go coz of my "aunt".... I wasn't the only one. there were about 10 of us. "The red DEvil Club." haha.
We complained that it was unfair as we were not able to join in the fun.

bUt! in the end we went to K-box. LOL. shh.. it was a secret. it was LADies night. The 10 of us had a great time singing. not long after, we received a bad news. 2 guys were missing. They over-slept and did not alight from the bus. panicked~ But heng la.. heez. They managed to find the 2 guys after abt 10 mins.
There again, we continued our singing till 10.45 pm.

080405 (Friday)
Last day of the camp. woke up 6.30 am again. muscle ache! it was painful.
tt day, we went to the pool. Had water games and stuff. we had alot of fun. And i enjoyed myself there. that was the only activities we did. The rest of the day were spent on doing our Flag, Drawing and painting ---->>> painting on each other. =)

tt's Li Ting, Shu Ann & me~

2005-02-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

2 weeks never update my blog le. Now, I’m back.. It’s 28 Feb. Last day for the month of Feb. .
Well well.. What can i say? For the past few weeks, busy with school work. PROJECTS, TESTS...etc. Going to burst soon. Exams also coming.. Making me stress!!!
Yesterday was a terrible day. I experienced acid indigestion. The feeling was not good. It was horrible. I woke up around 6 plus feeling in pain. The pain was indescribable. I can’t describe it. I cried in pain. I tried sitting down, lying on the bed but the pain is unbearable. In the end, I went to my brother’s room and cried for help. Eventually, the pain was disappeared after I consumed 3 tablets of Rennie.
I hope I don’t get such pain again.

Hmm, this week is going to be a busy week. Two projects due. Role play this Friday and I doubt that we are able to finish everything on time. Hai~

Just recently, my dad brought a puppy home.. from his nursery.
Issit it cute? LOl.

2005-02-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

Let's sQueeze!!

gOng xI fai Cai...(my little cousin took this pic) =)

oUr cReative iDea..

::In e Middle of e rOad::

::aT e vOid Deck::

Let's tasTe e 0rchid~

2005-02-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

cOmmon test ended. Few more days to CNY. Looking forward!!

Thursday 3/2/05
Last paper (BCA) for this week. Dun really know how to do some questions.
After the test, went to rini's house. Did our POA assignment. We managed to finish everything and submit the work. After that, we cooked maggi mee for our lunch. Poor thing right? no money.. LOL. nah~
I had 2nd driving lesson tt afternoon. Learnt to change from gear 1 to gear 2. Made alot of mistakes. The instructor almost gone mad. i couldn't control the steering wheel well..and i nearly hit the tree. =p

Friday 4/2/05
Accompany my sis to ICA Building.. time for her to make IC.
Went shopping at Bugis..shopped around the whole place. But, only managed to get myself a jean and some accessories. Around tt evening, my dad brought us to Giant.. we bought alot new year goodies like biscult, nuts, sweets & CHOCOLATE. lol..

Saturday 5/2/05
i had my eyebrow trimmed. This time.. spent 10 bucks on the trimming. Esther had her eyebrow trimmed for the 1st time and it looked great on her. It was really quite a long time since we last met. Went out with Qiu hui & Pei ting. this time..shopping destination>>Bishan<<. we bought alot stuffs. I got myself 2 shirts n a bag (abit ah ma type de). we also took neoprints.. it was so fun.

well, wanna see my baby piC? tt's my only baby pic.. believe it anot. so pathetic~ haha.

2005-01-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

well well... i just came back from my 1st driving lesson.
Learnt alot within 1 hr. I learnt about the gear 1234, blindspots, clutch...bah bah. i was very excited and was laughing at my own mistakes. it wasn't easy to control the accelerator and the steering wheel! Maybe i'm abit retarded la~ lol.
The uncle who is teaching me is abit fierce.. but overall, he is quite friendly. I have to admit my mistakes, learn and avoid repeating it.. if not, he is going to feel frustrated sooner or later.
I had fun learning. But the lesson lasted about 1 hr. I thought it was going to take 2hrs.
nvm.. juz hope everything goes smoothly and i can get my license soon. =)

2005-01-26T09:10:00.000+08:00

sOme of mY seC scH pIcs. some taken 2 yrs ago. (^-^)

2005-01-26T08:55:00.000+08:00

Woke up early today. Feel quite sad now. Dun know why.
When i look at the photo frames placed on my table. it reminded me of the past. My secondary school life.. my sec sch friends.. I miss them alot~ i miss the old days. The prefect duties i did, the sweet and bitter memories in life, the class activites, my choir grp, SYF, NDP, food competitions we took, the fun we had.

I MISS THEM!!!!
Am i very silly? OMG. Feel like crying.

All of us..are becoming more n more mature. We are 19 this year. 6 years of friendship. I enjoyed my sec sch life more than primary sch. Maybe, i will also miss poly life after i graduate..but life in secondary n poly is different.
For those still in sec sch, enjoy now. Poly is much more stress. But i guess, i can't compare sec n poly much.

Can't wait for CNY.
Yesterday, went to westmall with my sis.. Had our lunch there. I bought her a fossil watch as her birthday present. Hope tt, this will encourage her to study hard this year. oh no..I went to update my acc book. $975 (sch fees) deducted. No money le. i'm broke. going to declare bankruptcy. lol. jk.

2005-01-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

mY mUm weaRing my sis's Skirt. cUTe? heez.

mY brO sLeeping like a MUMMY! Lol.

2005-01-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

i'm back..finally!

i have been going out recently. i went to Jurong Point my mum n sis last friday & yesterday. My mum got most of her clothes from BEGA aswhile my sis, 77th street. i also bought 1 skirt there.

We received a poor service from a sale girl at (77th street). Bad service~
well, it happened like this: my sis was in the fitting room trying the clothes. My mum was looking arround, searching for a suitable skirt for my sis. Then, she saw one skirt but the tag wrote "S". My sis can't fit into "S". Normally, if the size don't suit u, you will ask for a bigger size right? tt's what my mum did. But tt sale girl replied "She want this skirt meh?" (She refer to my sis). My mum juz want my sis to give it a try. tt sale girl juzt ignored us. So rude! In the end,we asked another person for help.

Met up with our grp members for the written comm project yesterday. FINALLY.. we finished it. This project have been causing me a headache. Glad that, we finished it on time.
Common test coming. Good Luck to everyone~ JIA YOU! study hard..

okie.. i'm feeling tired n slpy. Need to slp le. tml.. i need to start my revision. =)

2005-01-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

Back to my blog.

080105:
Went to rini's house in the morning. Managed to finish our BCA and CATs slides. Written Comm..1/2 done. It was raining heavily. As we were walking, something happened. One part of my slipper came off. (spoilt)..
End up buying trail slipper for $4. That day, we explored the market. Searching for a suitable container or glass for our artifact. Managed to get one..in the end.

090105:
Went Bugis with my mum, sis n Bro. The 1st place we went was the Temple. Then Parco Bugis Junction. I helped my bro to choose his clothes. He bought 1 t-shirt n a formal collar shirt from topman. I think he really look nice with collar shirt. =) n Of course.. Both my sis n mum.. managed to their clothes. I didn't get anything tt day.

100105:
Daniel msged me in the morning.. that there's no POA tutorial. So last min.. But lucky, i managed to msg the rest of my classmates in time..before they leave their house.
POA >>HEADACHE!

110105:
Bad day for me.. HAte written Comm Tutorial! Dun Like the tutor.. She is so busy doing her own stuff (SMSing). We had our so called "meeting". I was posted as the operating manager. I had no idea of what to say. I tried my best to be enthu and spontaneous. But.. it's so hard. what i planned to say.. was mentioned. nvm.."Let's learn from the mistakes~"

120105:
Yesterday, as usual.. go for lecture n tutorial. Boring day. Went for peer-tutoring. The senior was teaching us the first two topics. Felt quite impressed. He scored AD for Econ. Smart! He seems to know everything so clearly. Then, as i was on my way home.. i saw my pri sch friend (Dawn). She is so soft-spoken and sweet.. slim, pretty! She deserve to win the Teens Model Search 2004 award. =) Felt happy for her. But somehow.. feel that we are stranger.

130105:
Finally, we submitted our BCA project. Felt so stressed up with this project.
I finished reading two books in a week! lol.. 1st time in my life.
btw, Common Test coming.. STRESS again. HATE IT!!!

I went to apply for the PDL le. Going to get my appointment soon and i can start to learn driving.

2005-01-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

STRESS! Projects, projects n PrOjects! never-ending~ 2 projects due next week. Have to rush. And today, during the break.. we had been doing the BCA PBL. Spent more than 5 hours on it. we took a long time trying to figure out.. the formula and etc. (feel like banging the wall!).
But lucky, we managed to finish everything within a day.
DOne~ hope tt everything are correct.
Now, left with Written comm, CATs projects. Most probably, i will have to give up my weekends to do my projects. Hope we can finish everything asap. Then we dun have to worry abt meeting the dateline.

1 GOod nEw: I PASS my basiC theory teSt le!!!!! haha. i can learn driving~

2005-01-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

pic taken on 31/12/04

Qiu hUi so Cute!

eStheR, qIu hUi & me! (at the esplande)

2005-01-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New YeAr! a bit late to say this.. lol.

31.12.04
Last day of 2004.. Went out with esther, kang han, qiu hui and liting. we went to esplande tt day. Intended to count down.
But end up, slacking at one corner.. looking after ppl's belongings. -.-"

1.1.05 & 2.1.05
First day of 2005.. Miserable day! As i have promised, i went to work with my friends at IMM (kids mall). Stood there for more than 10 hours i think. First time..in my life, i stood so long. Basically, my job was simple >> fold the clothes and serve the customers. However, i felt weak.
I had flu in the morning followed by a terrible stomache tt evening.. i couldn't take it. it hurts.. But i was able to endure and hide my emotion.

Don't know why.. Some customers like to mess up the clothes de.. Search for 1 shirt, can mess up the whole trolley. Really make me mad when i see such customer.

And I remember the last day of the promotion, most items were limited...out of stock.
One demanding customer... insisted that there are stocks under the trolley. Told her twice.. and she dun believe me!!
"I want size 6.. can u check? check the trolley again?" "You haven't even check.. how you know there's no more stock?!"
In the end.. guess wat? i gave up. i called my friend for help. All thanks to her (Qiu Hui). =)

I guess.. singaporeans are really kiasu. it's true. Most of the customer rush down to purchase those clothes.. as if it is free of charge. when it was about 9 plus.. the shop was closing.. some customers.. juz take their own sweet time to look at the clothes. Can't they see that we are closing le? haiyo... we have been standing there for hours.. and our leg hurts.. why can't they be more considerate? hmm..

Anyway, nowadays kids in s'pore are really lucky. Their parents dote them alot..with new clothes, toys and etc.

After working for juz 2 days.. i experienced the hardship. lol.. It is really easy to spend $ but not easy to earn. Esp those hard earned money from our parents. Every cents count.

REsolution for this Yr 2005:

1. Get gooD grades for my Exam.
2. gET rid of my tummy fatS.
3. StaY cheerfUl n OutgoinG.
4. Avoid snacks! << hmm.. tough.
5. Learn dRiving.
6. hm.. alot!!! continue later..

2004-12-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

This morning, i brought 2 big bags..containing clothes n shoes to sch. Donating all to the unfortunate one, those who are affected by the Tsunami disaster. The Death Toll to 114,000 le. Feel so sad for them.. S'pore is so lucky!

Well, the POA lecture ended early and the rest of the day >> i'm free.. hehe.
Rini, sheralene and me went to clementi after that. We went to the NTUC fairprice. We bought items such as rice, sugar, salt, biscults, instant noodles, cereal & canned food. Managed to carry all these things back to sch and donate it.

Me and sheralene headed to westmall after donating those stuffs. We went to shop around and as we shopped... we are continously thinking of what to invent for our CATS project.
After that, we had our lunch over there and dessert.
I had watermelon Ice-cream today! Sheralene had Soursop favor.. The ice-cream we ate was LOW-FAT!! hehe. YUMMy!

Then, around 5 plus. i had my basic theory test. Juz read through only.. Hope that i can pass the test.. THEN i can start to learn driving! =)

hmm..overall, i Feel so good! Did so much good deeds. muahaha. =)
But, i'm still quite disappointed when my parents don't allow me to go to either SABAH or PHILIPPINES. My mum kept nagging~ "you are a girl leh..cannot go too far.. later anything happen how?" "you wan to donate your blood..u go ahead. I dun care how much u wan to donate. S'pore also have alot of voluntary work for you to do la!"

Why?! Girl cannot go overseas? dots.. -.-" Unfair sia. Brother can go BINTAN for the overseas community service and i can't.

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1 more day to 2005!

2004-12-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

Back to school as usual.. Had our POA tutorial and Written Comm lecture. The written comm lecture was short. We were released 1 hour earlier. After that, i went to meet li ting and her friend.
We went to the convection hall..And Guess what?
we did a good deed today.. heez. we went to donate our blood!!

Although it was my 3rd time donating, i was scared and nervous. Partly because of the needle. heez. But, i'm glad that i donated my blood. =) At least i know i'm helping or even saving a life.

2004-12-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

SheRalene & mE!

All tHe gIrLs..

TOgether..

aT the espLande..

sEarcHing 4 sOmethInG?!

mY sLave...MuaHaha!!

BIG FAT NOSE

2004-12-25T16:25:00.000+08:00

Nice?

0mG! waT Is sHeralene trYinG t0 dO?

sExy ?!

see...I cLeared my Bowl!

gIft eXchanGe...

choCo, RecIeved frOm Isk & SHeralene. yUm YuM! =)

2004-12-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

mErrY x'Mas!! (=^-^=)

2004-12-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

This week is the best! Monday, school ended around 12. And as for tml..there's no school for me. wahaha. Yeah!
Well.. today, we had my POA lecture. hmm.. the topics are getting more and more confusing. After that, we had BCA tutorial as well as workshop. it was more relaxing. Can slack over there de. hehe.. But we have alot of projects to do for the next few weeks. Hope we can finish everything as soon as possible.

Heard about the trip to SABAH and PHILIPPINES (Communnity service). I want to go.. but, i guess i have to ask my mum's permission 1st. hai~

Anyway, guess what we did after sch?

We had our SC meeting and photo taking.
Then 4 of us.. me, sheralene, isk & daniel went shopping to get the ingredients for dinner. hehe. We went to rini's house after her Japanese class and had dinner over there. We cooked the dishes ourselves! hehe. We had veggies, fried fish and fried rice. Although our cooking skill wasn't that good, we were quite satisfied with the result. =)
It was so fun.. cooking and preparing the dinner. Can't remember when was the last time i cooked. hmm.. Last year, during my practical exam? well, I do more baking than cooking home dishes. So it was quite a different experience esp. cooking dinner with your friends and eat together as a family. =)

X'mas COMING!I miss the days.. when our choir had xmas caroling.

2004-12-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

Back to my blog again.. Today, very unlucky. I fell down from the stairs while rushing to school. Hurt my foot. so painful~ Applied lotion onto it le. Hope it won't feel so painful anymore.

Saw this cute x'mas video - Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer by "Destiny's Child". Enjoy~
Lets countdown for X'MAS!

2004-12-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

Woke up 7am in the morning. Reached school around 8.30am. But gUESS wat? my class start at 10! i read the timetable wrongly. i tot class is suppose to start at 9. BLur~ In the end, I spent 1 hour reading the Cleo magazine. heez. Later...i found out that I wasn't the only one who read the timetable wrongly. Bryan came to sch early too~ wahaha.

2004-12-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

A thousand miles
vanessa carlton

making my way down town
walking fast
faces pass
and i'm home bound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making a way
through the crowd
and i need you
and i miss you
and now i wonder
if i could fall
into the sky
do you think time
would pass me by
cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you... tonight
it's always times like these
when i think of you
and i wonder
if you ever think of me
cause everything's so wrong
and i don't belong
living in
your precious me

2004-12-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

Someday We'll Know
Mandy Mooree & Jonathan Foreman

Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years and later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Ohhh.....
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll goDancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God one question (one question...question)
Why aren't you here with me tonight?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

2004-12-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sch start le.. Feel so moody, having headache juz now.. maybe becoz i'm still having my aunt now. Have been to 4 days of lectures. Abit worried abt my POA. most of my friends studied before during sec. i dun even know the basic..etc. Heard that alot of students failed poa last sem. so scary. but, i gotta try my very best! Enjoyed myself today. Went to rini's house to play badminton. Have been playing badminton this week. good! i'm exercising. BUT...i juz ate ice-cream n chocolate!!! heez. so FATtening.

For the past few days..
061204, i decided! i went to the bbdc and applied for the basic theory test. Booked my test day le. i'm sitting for the test on the 30thDEc. hope that i will pass and start to learn driving asap. that day, (1st day of sch) i was 10mins late. Lucky, the lecture started late. i took a cab down from bbdc. wasted my $7! After the lecture, we went to play badminton in the sch sport complex. i was totally exhausted. it was fun n tiring..

on the 071204, it was a tuesday. woke up early.. met sheralene n isk to play pool at clementi which was FOC (frm 10-12pm). After that, we went to search for sheralene's slipper. tt day, i also managed to exchange my books with my friend. Carried 4 textbks home.. it was heavy but i'm fit enough to carry!! haha.

081204, it was tze yueng's bday. well, i msged him tt day and BEst wishes to him~ okie. what did i do yesterday? I went to sch as usual. No tutorials but lectures. met a friend who promised to pass me the poa textbk and he did. Ate prata(s) tt day also. =)

Next week onwards, sch gotta be more busy. There will be lectures n tutorials. Projects are queuing up.. gotta feel stress again! hate it! =S

2004-12-04T01:37:00.000+08:00

Today, a grp of friends - the poke bellies - came to my house for lunch. Ate spaghetti and tibits. We watched the Vcd (homerun) & played majong. It was fun.. i'm still a beginner.
After spending so much time on majong, we went searching for the "white house".. which is quite near to my house. There's nothing much to see.. only one big gigantic gate? Wonder why they call it the white house? heez.
For our dinner.. guess wat? we went to newton circles. Had sweet n sour chicken, kang kong, spicy sting-ray, satay, popia, carrot cake n sugar cane drinks.. Yum yum.. haha.
We went to bugis after dinner... shop around the place and took some neoprints.
So Fun..i like taking neoprints.. wahahaha. =)

Thinking tt, there won't be any seats for us in the bus.. 960. we decided to walk to a place where there's lesser ppl waiting for tt bus. I dun know.. whether we made the right decision.. heez. we walked all the way from bugis to suntec! haha..
By the time we reached bukit p, it was around 11.38 pm . Isk missed his last bus.. by only 8 mins.. muahaha. evil laugh.. but, sorry for him.. coz, he was accompanying us. Instead of taking the train, he took the bus with us. Nice friend!
So the story end when.. we took a cab home... heez.

Now, i'm trying to fix my scanner.. but i need some help from my bro!

2004-12-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

thanks sheral.. thanks guys for consoling me.
Did u watch the S'pore idol? i was so anxious when the result was about to be announced. Sly lose in the end. Abit disappointed. My whole family supported him. my dad even sms around 5 times to support him. But too bad.. nvm. He can still survive in the chinese market! anyway, i think both of them sang very well. it was a great show.. I like the song they sang.."I dream"!

2004-11-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

Feel so sad. i dun like my new hair cut. I look weird. look like a kid! feel so paranoid. >.<

2004-11-24T07:40:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so sad n moody! Disturbed by my mum nagging and scolding early in the morning. Around 6.50 i think.. she walked into the room. Asking me to help her to collect the digital cam at Funan IT mall. i was still sleeping. When she was so fed up. She never stop nagging.

" Help me to collect the cam, go with ur sis la. So free, help me collect can die ar? I need it asap.."

i told her i will help her to collect tml. But my she refused. She ordered me to collect today. Die die also today. She was mad. She bang the door and cupbroad while taking her clothes.
Shouting at my sis.. my sis juz continue her sleep, ignoring everything.
Idoit.. I knew i have to do something, if not.. she is going to complain to someone and continue to scold me for being useless and lazy.

In the end, i went to her room and agreed to help her.
No mood to go back to bed le. can't sleep anymore. How i wish my bro was here juz now. My mum never scold him. Why always me? I miss my bro. With him around, he will console me. Feel like crying. =_(

i HAte being the middle child! mum n dad love my sis n bro more than me. sound unreasonable.. but...they dun knoe how i feel. since young, i receive the most beating, scolding and nagging. Hate being scolded "stupid" by them.. remember once, sec 1... during the school holiday.. mum wanted me to help out in her flower shop.
But i was stubborn, i had CCA n activites in sch.. so i didn't agree or promise her that i'm going to help her. She was very fed up and furious. i could still remember, she scolded me "useless..bah bah bah". She was fierce and whenever i talked to her on the phone. she would nag n scream at me. Even my best friend knew that. My dad then encouraged me to help.
I was very upset for a few days. in the end, Know wat? i agreed. i went to her flowershop to work. And she wasn't mad le..

I guess this is how she express herself when she wants our help. I dun know.. Feeling very down now. No one to console.. I think i will have to go the Funan IT mall myself after all. i better stop here.. keep thinking of the past , make me feel worst.

2004-11-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

Who Meant The Most To You?

There is this guy who loves two gals at the same time but he doesn’t know which one he loves more. Someone taught him:

"If you are happy, who do you think of first? If you think of her, she is the one you love more."

NO, THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO TEST THE FORMULA OF LOVE.

Ask yourself this question honestly:
"When you are sad, which gal/guy you want to share your burden with?"
If you think of that gal/guy first, she/he is the one that you love more. However if you think of the same gal/guy when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you didn't think of the same gal/guy, I would advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.

There are too many people whom you can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover.
If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone. Sadness, however not many people is willing to share burden with you.

If you are willing to tell her/him your unhappiness, she/he got to be someone who is closest & most understanding to you.

In other words, if she/he only thinks of you when she/he is happy, but look for someone else when she/he is sad. This kind of lover is too unstable; she/he didn't treat you as someone she/he can spend the rest of her life with.

Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her/his happiness. But, if she/he is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her/his side & ease her/his pain. Only then, I will believe I hold a very important position in her/his heart.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?

Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with the families who raised us.
But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these... and more.

No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love.

Truly great things come in small packages.Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always waiting... waiting to be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements... we may have our disappointments... we may argue.. we may concern one another friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships... our humor... our experiences... our tears.Friendships are foundations... necessary for life... and love.

2004-11-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived. Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you," Vanity said. "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?" Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

2004-11-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

dYing soon.. so bored.

2004-11-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

Pics taken on 131104. (gathering)

yUckS!

Grp Photo.. smile~

I'm sOrrY! haHa.

Looking sOmewHere else?

2004-11-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

Pics of my lazy cat!

2004-11-22T01:30:00.000+08:00

haiya.. how come.. all gone. I remember typing something.. nvm, i will type again. a Short n sweet one.
Okie. Yesterday..what did i do? haha.
I wake up very early. Went to the market with my mum. After that, around 3 plus..went to meet esther. With my sis tagging along, we went window shopping at bugis. we bought kaywei's birthday present. Envy her.. coz i like the present also. heez. i bought myself a sleeveless shirt frm freshbox, which cost about $18. Not too exp. we also had Ice blended Mocha (my Fav. ) that evening.

Out of the sudden, we thought of going for a 2nd piercing. And we did! juz for fun.. hope that we dun look like ah lians. hahaha. =)

2004-11-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

Friday: Went to look for job around Lavender that area. Found the flyers job.. 1000 houses >> $12. Dun know worth it anot. Never try it before. Tried to search for other job in the newspaper but there's wasn't any job that was suitable. Feeling bored, we went to Singapore Poly. Pretending as the students over there, we entered the building freely, w/o the security guard checking on us. As it was during the sch holiday, most of the canteen n the cafe over there were closed. But lucky, not Pizza Hut.

Saturday: Worked as a surveyor with esther, isk's friend. It wasn't a fun job. We were dressed all black. Standing under the sun, we are suppose to survey 10 people within 1 hour. tt's our quota. Beside that, we can only target female around the age 23 and above. After doing the survey.. we are also suppose to bring them to the beauty salon for a lucky dip. (target 150 ppl for one day). tt is so impossible. Yesterday, we only managed to get abt 25 ppl to the beauty salon. Although, prizes were attractive..and a sure win lucky dip. Nobody seems to be interested.
Know wat? 8 out of 10.. same excuses! "Sorry, i'm in the rush". there's even some... pretended tt were are invisible. However, of course..there's kind-hearted singaporeans. Some were willing to help, as they saw us so ke lian.. stand under the sun.. Well, overall i think it was quite gd experience. Learn to be more thick skin.

After work, me n esther went to meet qui hui and the rest at marina. We had steamboat last night. Hugged Qui hui when i saw her..haha. Was suprised to see mun fong, karen and xue fang there. =) Took a few pics.. But still waiting for mun fong to send me the pics. Had a great time with them. Esp esther... never been so close with her since after sec 5. Mizz u GUys.

Sunday: (HARI RAYA) Getting bored at home. My toe hurts. Probably because of yesterday... stood too long.
Saw goh hui ting.. on the chinese newsapaper, interviewing the way she dressed. (Style) Very pretty.. heez.

2004-11-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

pics taken at the chalet..

2004-11-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

051104: last friday, went to buy BBQ food and other stuffs for the chalet. Met sheral's gd friend.. Sweety and Isk's friend.. Jason for the 1st time. At 1st, tot Jason was sheral's brother. Oops. we didn't bought much food. No BBQ chicken wings. This was the 1st time, going to the BBQ w/o barbecuing any chicken.

061104: went to my cousin's chalet.. celebrated her 21st birthday. About more than 80 ppl turned up. The chalet was full of her friends from her pri sch, sec sch, poly, SMU and church. And of course including the relatives. Her cousin brought their dog along. it sO cute!

071104: did nothing much. Rotting at home. Accompany my dad in the car, sending my brother back to the Police Academy.

081104: (1st day at the chalet)
Four of us: me, sheral, daniel n sweety reached the chalet around 3 plus. Did nothing much at first coz we are still waiting for the rest to come. Sheral's aunty fried bee hoon (nice) and my maid fried chicken wings. we didn't buy alot of food. And although, sheral's bro n etc... turned up, there were alot of left over. A tray of food left was threw.

That 1st night, we went to tour around pasir ris. Went to search for the red house. It was kind of dark. we didn't climb into the house. But, now..i know how it looks like.

We had our camp fire at the beach too, around 2 plus i think. For the 1st time again.. i nv had a camp fire at the beach before! it was quite different from the rest of the camp fire i went. There were alot of mosquito.. and i heard singing coming from the water. tt was scary! nearly cry..
After tt,we went to cheers...was abit suprised to see KH there.

091104: (2nd day) Didn't sleep the previous night. Went swimming early in the morning, around 7 plus with Sheral, Isk, Jason and Eric. Dun really know how to swim. Sheral and the rest tried to teach. i felt abit shy at first.. coz i know i can't swim. (so pai seh) The rest of the day, we went to Tampines. Went to play pool over there. I'm really very lousy. no improvement. Cannot aim properly.

We had Ice-blended Mocha and Pizza! And gUess what? tt night, we went to CHANGI village around 1 or 2 plus in the morning..
Not to see those "guys" but to the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL. It was really dark n scary. Holding each other hands, we toured around the hospital with only one torch light. We toured the wards, operation room..etc. The operation room was filled with medi. smell... and it was cold in tt room! we walked from the basement to the 2nd n 3rd floor i think. At the beginning, i kept looking on floor. i dun dare to look up.. there were cold sweat. But after tt, i still managed to look up. well, i think Daniel is really brave.. he was the one who guiding us. Luckily he know the direction.. if not, i think we will get lost. There's a guard guiding one area.. but we didn't see him. Heard that, there are 2 dogs with him also.
we didn't toured the whole place. And i also dun wish to.
Overall, it was a diff experience.

101104: Everyone was tired n shagged. we fell asleep and slept for about 4 hours. After we checked out. we didn't go home immediately. we went for lunch and pool again at clementi..

well, time files.. getting our results soon. I'm so worried. Gd luck guys! =)

2004-10-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

more...

2004-10-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

Here are some Pics we tOok..

2004-10-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

29.10.04 >>>Went to eldora's house BBQ... celebrated my birthday there with the whole class & Mark Zee. They bought me a birthday cake.
I'm so happy.. i finally got a birthday cake~ There's wasn't any birthday cake for me.. for the past 3 or 4 years i think. Thanks guys.. it's so sweet. And i enjoyed myself yesterday.

Last night, received alot of msg (birthday wishes).. Thanks! Glad that you guys still remember my birthday. haha.. (~^.^~)

Today, woke up early. Feel the same, as usual.. not a special day to me. Somehow there wasn't any birthday mood.
i went to sentosa again~ well, this time.. it's for the BA SC thing. An event to get everyone bond. Our group was quite big, and we dun really get to bond with the others very well. That's a pity. As we were on the way out, we took the long distance. We walked from the enterance to habour front. Now, my leg is aching.

This year, I was suprised to recieve presents from my brother & sister for the first time. My bro bought me a jacket n my sis.. a tiny cute pooh bear. My mum gave me Ang Bao.. hehe.

Overall.. my 18th birthday is better than last year.. haha.

2004-10-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

well, how should i start? okie.. today, i woke up around 11.30 am.
Planned to meet my friends around 12.30 for lunch but in the end.. changed the time to 1 pm. But i'm still late. haha.
anyway, we had long john silver for lunch. After lunch, we went shopping at town...Searching for my green t-shirt which i need it this sat for the SC event. So ma fan right? heez.
Thanks (siew yong & liting).. for being so willing to accompany me. Glad that i managed to get the green t-shirt from (FOREVER 21). The shop look similar to Mango.. it was so crowded. People queuing up at the dressing room...blah. i guess it's probably a new store.
And u know wat? we Saw Linda today!! at far east shopping center. So suprised. haha. She looks so trendy & pretty.

okok..i think i will stop here.

>>>>Thanks for the presents<<<< i like it alot. =)

2004-10-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

宁静的夏天天空中繁星点点心里头有些思念思念著你的脸
我可以假装看不见也可以偷偷地想念直到让我摸到你那温暖的脸

宁静的夏天天空中繁星点点心里头有些思念思念著你的脸
我可以假装看不见也可以偷偷地想念直到让我摸到你那温暖的脸

知了也睡了安心的睡了在我心里面宁静的夏天
知了也睡了安心的睡了在我心里面宁静的夏天

宁静的夏天天空中繁星点点心里头有些思念思念著你的脸
我可以假装看不见也可以偷偷地想念直到让我摸到你那温暖的脸

那是个宁静的夏天你来到宁夏的那一天

知了也睡了安心的睡了在我心里面宁静的夏天
知了也睡了安心的睡了在我心里面宁静的夏天

2004-10-26T18:48:00.000+08:00

okok.. i'm free to update my blog le.
Today woke up very late...around 4.45pm. Break my last record le. haha.
Last night slept very late, coz i was playing the Sims 2.
then the past few days also... went to the inactive day thing at sentosa. Spent our whole night there, playing games, going into the dark jungle for night walk.. well, it was somehow abit scary as we had to go in 2 by 2 and it was dark. Anyway, i met alot of friends and i had lots of fun.

Yesterday, went out with liting. Watched the show "white chicks". Haha.. it's so funny. Never enjoyed much during the study and examination period.

hm... okie. i'm getting bored. nothing much to do at home except playing computer games. Going for my dinner le. Seeya. =)

a bRand neW sKIn

2004-10-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.. finally! i'm free to update my blog. But... i only made some changes. This is a brand new Skin. heez. Anyway, i will try to update asap. Take Care.

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2004-09-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

hey! how come.. juz now, i tried to post my blog.. and it is not update? nvm, i will blog again.
I'm so sad today, after my econ test. I felt like crying... and i did. only a few drop of tears. Both rini and sherelene were there to console. Thanks. I think, really have to put in more effort for the upcoming exams.. and ya..I MUZ!

Anyway, it's my dad bday today. Celebrated with him just now. I bought him a tiny small cake..and it is what he is asked for! haha. Then my brother called home too. He has been away since last tuesday. He got into the police national service. It's about one week le. Miss him.. Coz usually.. i will study in his room & he will accompany me. But this time, nobody accompany me when i studied till late night. When there questions.. no one to seek for..!
Well, i'm also quite happy for him. Trainings not as tough as NS?

okok.. here are some pics.. i took today, and another with my cousins taken on sunday at my ah ma's house.

100904 (mixed feelings)

2004-09-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

hmm, can't sleep now.. i dun like my eyebrow now.. so ugly. although, it is neater.. i'm a bit regret trimming it coz it looks so werid now. or am i juz paranoid? hai~ anyway, my sis i look fierce now.. sad.

Today, we had our S&W outing. Only two groups gather for tt outing. We went to town for our dinner. Did nothing much.. play pool and after that, chit chatting.. asking questions and everyone have to answer. i think we spend most of the time chit-chatting outside the Mac. Well, i enjoyed the jokes and laugher.

Liting called and asked me if i'm going to jiang han's birthday? hmm, i dun knoe.. hai~ if i did not turn up.. what will you guys think? misinterpretation will occur? sigh~
well.. i have to apologise: sorry, if my tone was a bit harsh on the phone.. coz u were like questioning me. i dun know whether u are just kidding or... i just felt tt, i'm... maybe i don't really like the feeling when you keep questioning me. Hope tt, if u are reading this. plz don't get mad or angry with me.

Suddenly, i had those mixed feeling. i have been thinking alot.. thinking, what & how you guys are going to feel and comment? You guys may agree that i change alot since i graduated from sec sch and got in to poly life. To the worst or better? i think, it is up to you guys opinion le. Even though i may change in my character or etc..tt might disappoint you guys. But i hope tt, you guys will understand tt the friendship between us will always be the same. We might be drifting apart... but, the good memories will always remain in my heart! i'm saying the truth and i am serious.

I think i'm going to stop here for now. HappY 18th Birthday (Esther's bf: Jiang han)! heez. Best wishes.

Tired..

2004-08-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Woke up very early today.. went to play Tennis with my friends (Rini & Sherelle). We spent 2 hours under the sun..from 10 to 12pm. But luckily, no sun burn. So tiring.. i walked all the way from my house to Rini's Condo.. I'm still very weak at tennis. Miss the ball if not.. the ball is always out. This time.. really no hope for the competition le.. heez.
After that, i went out with my parents for dinner. And, we went shopping for awhile..
Then, i noticed one of the sale girl keep asking my mum to try this shirt..that shirt, that pants..blah blah blah.. When my mum is in the changing room.. The sale girl will quickly look for other design and colour of the shirt to please my mum.. If i am not wrong, my mum actually spent around 2 hours in that particular shop.. no wonder, my dad was so bored..and went for a walk by himself..haha. well, I think i learned alot of that sale girl.. "always be enthu to intro your things to the customer~" In this way, you will get the shopper to stay longer in your shop..

Anyway, yesterday.. finally met some of my sec sch friends..(Qiu Hui, Liting, Sin Yee and Ye Wen). It was Qiu Hui's 18th birthday. We spent those of our time at the k-box.. and playing pool. Liting, I'm really not tt gd at playing pool.. tt day, lucky only. =) heez. Me & Liting bought yellow roses for Qiu Hui as her birthday present. So sweet right? heez..
okie, i did enjoyed myself yesterday. Thanks guys~ =)
hope to see ya again.. miss ya. Take Care~

Finally the test is 0veR...i'm so G|aD. bUt..

2004-08-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

I still got 2 projects and another test coming up..
hai~ next week, will be very busy for me.. have to rush on your LMS project and we had to go for tennis class (tuesday n thursday from 6-9pm) omg~ it is going to be a friendly competition?
Coming back to my blog.. liting asked me.. how come i nv update de? heez. Well, these few weeks i was preparing for my test. Didn't spend much time online. Forgive me if i'm lazy to update my blog.

My friend showed me this.. "New sg idol is born" http://www.spug.net/showthread.php?p=602468 mUst Listen.. very funnY.

2004-08-07T14:04:00.000+08:00

Back to my blog again. Yesterday, our tennis class.. it was so tiring. I think i sweat alot. We had warm-up (running the carpark for 3 rounds) and played a mini-competition. no more..practising like what we usually did. it was much more fun compared to the previous lessons. me, pei wen and meixing also went to help out in the funfair. Selling Otak..3 for $1 only + free hotdogs.. cheap right?. It was very fun.Played some games from my friend's game stall. i also bought a earings there~
hehe.. Managed to influence my friends from my class to join CA. *haha. Even Mei Xing was influenced. Overall, I enjoyed myself yesterday.

Today? Woke up very early. It's Saturday.. But i have to go back to sch. for the mircoecon make up lesson. 9 to 11am. 2 hours of lesson.. i was like..trying to pay attention during the lesson but i was very sleepy n tired. One good thing is tt, the tutor release us early. so, around 10.45 am, we are off. Went home straight away after that. Now, trying to rest and relax. These few weeks.. abit stress. (Projects, Presentation, 72hrs Assignments, Hw..etc) I need a break~ but i still got project n assignments to do. =(

2004-08-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today, had our CIP presentation... it's so scary. I think the rest of the group did very well.. their slides n oral presentation. Ours, not too bad la. We did our best le. Although, we miss out some slides, overall can la. heez.
I went to dye my hair today. Dye + Cut + abit of highlight. Spent abt 100 bucks.
First time dying my hair.. abit curious at first, but now.. i dun know what others will say. Hopefully i dun look like ah lian. =) heez.

Sunday!

2004-08-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

it's sunday~ Another boring day.. Clear my cupboard; did my revision on bstat. But, only revise the first chapter. Tomorrow, it's our presentations on CIP. We haven't prepare ourselves! We are dian niao bai chi..computer illiterate. This project really cause a headache.. we need to know computer stuffs, softwares, networkings, blah blah blah.. It may seem simple to some ppl, but not for us. i think we tried our best le. Hopefully, tml.. everything will go smoothly.
Very surprised to see Mark Zee, my oral comm lecturer as well as my tutor on tV again. This time round, in the commerical (an advertisement). Guess there will be another discussion about him in our class le.. haha.
Stupid blog~ the tag board.. dun know what happened... i had to remove it temporary.
I'm so full now.. ate alot today~ bread, porridge, biscults, green bean soup... getting fatter these days. muz go on diet le. heez.

Cute mah? this is my cat!!

2004-07-31T14:02:00.000+08:00

After studying about 1 month in poly.. somehow feels abit bored. Doing the same things almost everyday: Lecture, Tutorial, Workshop... and go home straight after school. Life seems to be getting and getting more boring. Joining a cca? ya.. i joined CA and i'm still considering if i wan to remain in the netball as recreational player.
Dun know why today woke so early.. usually sleep till 1 or 2pm.
it's saturday.. and i'm so bored.

Tired..

2004-07-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Woke up around 6 plus toay.. and i'm so tired. Had my IS (Tennis) in the morning. I think i am really very bad at playing tennis. After 4 to 5 tennis class.. i still can' hit the ball properly. Think i am only suitable for picking up balls... haha. Competition sure die~
Reached home very early..around 1 plus. Did some of my assigments and had an afternoon nap. These few days slept very late. Worried abt this and tt.. nv slp well.
now..suddenly, feel so blank and sad.. dun know why. no mood to continue writing. i guess i better go to bed le.

2004-07-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

today.. no lecture for microecon! haha. we were release early.. but we have CIP project to do. The deadline is next monday. it is so hard.. coz we dun know much about computer...
we only managed to finish some slides. Hopefully, by tml or friday.. we can finish everything.
we spent most of our time in the library today.. Our school library always remind me to that fierce aunty. She always walk around the library checking or scanning around.. to warn students to keep the noise down..etc.
hmm, i so tired.. going to bed now.. lazy to write more.

"the ugliness we see in others is a reflection of our nature."

New blogskin!

2004-07-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

well.. i managed to change a new skin and add some pic here! hmm.. took quite a long time last night and today to finish it. So happy now.. heez.

There's total of 4 pics. The 1st two pics, was taken at the pasir ris..during our chalet. Although, the sea isn't tt clean.. overall i think the view is nice.. Really miss my secondary school life and friends ( Liting, Esther, Kaywei, Jiali, Siew Yong and etc..). All the sweet memories seems to flow back. Sorry that i did not turn up for the birthday celebrations. Forgive me~ =)

The rest of the pics.. was taken during karmede's birthday..(Lustro's gathering) at PS, Cafe Cartel. Really enjoyed myself that day. Miss Lustro too! the team spirit, unity, fun and cheers we had during the camp.. Hopefully there will be another gathering for lustro again.

Ps: Take care guys! Miss ya.. "muack" heez. \(=^.^=)/

"The Voice Within"

2004-07-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

"The Voice Within by Christina Augilera" >> it is a nice lyrics. =)

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

2004-07-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

i juz donated my blood. Felt abit pain after donating but now hao duo le. okie, my 2 weeks in sch.. i had attended all the tutorials and lectures. it's so tiring~ Still trying to get use to it. we have to walk so far almost everyday.. from one place to another! heez.
Well, some lecture are really boring and some quite interesting.. Yesterday, the mircoecon lecturer spoke very fast.. like rushing to finish up everything within 1 hrs. But luckily, i still managed to catch up with the help from my friends. thanks to them. haha..
i dun like Mircoeconomics~ it's so difficult! Hope during the test or exam.. they dun give us very tough questions. haha..

hmm, last friday we had our s&w briefing.. and we had only a few choices to choose for our s&w.. I wanted to join netball.. but there's no netball to choose. In the end.. guess wat? i joined Tennis with my friends. OMG, can't believe tt i actually took up tennis. u know wat? The guys in my class said that, playing tennis will cause your arm n leg to have big muscle..very ugly. I dun wan! haha. nvm... 9 weeks of s&w and 8 hrs of attachment will help me to lose weight more. haha. (=^.^=)

okie. Last friday, we also had an Lustro's outing to celebrate Kermede's birthday and sheena belated birthday. But sheena didn't turn up for the outing coz of some reasons..tt i forgotten le. hehe. Anyway, we had dinner at PS (cafe cartel) and after tt.. we went to play pools. Girls Vs girls. and we took a long time to end one game. HAHA. okie.. i guessed i did enjoyed myself. =)
This Sat is the Dinner and Dance for SC. But i dun know if i wanna to go. it is 50 bucks for each person. and i am broke now.. after buying textbooks...blah blah blah..
Should i Go or should i not go? hm...

2004-06-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

i woke around 6 am today! it was so tiring. Coz i was meeting two of my classmates at the bus stop. it was our course SPort's daY. Sounds like some like of secondary school sport's day.. but it is quite different. We are divided into classes and had to go to different sections to play games. Some games are quite boring but i guess the games are meaningful.>> build up our team spirit and unity to work together as a class. =)
well, i have to go to school tml again!!
no more holidays left.. 7 Months of hoidays GONE.. so sad.
how i wish..there still one more month of holidays before sch starts. i am not prepare yet.
i am abit excited but yet worried. i dun know why. juz got tt kind of feelings. =(

2004-06-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

i Went to school today for the orientation... Well, met all my classmates. Only 4 guys in our class.. so pathetic..haha. I am in the Harry Potter grp! hmm, quite glad to meet my classmates. Although most of them are like one year younger than me.. Get along quite well with them. i feel that i am their da jie. haha. We were talking craps the whole day..
Still have to go to school tml for the sports day~ Dun know whether our class will be sporting tml>? coz everybody was like very bored today during the campus tour. Anyway, i am abit excited n worried about school. heez. \(^.^)/

sCh sTart|nG so0n..

2004-06-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

JUZ one more week to go~ and sch is going to start. Freshies of ngee ann poly. haha.. After a long break, i am going back to my studies!

Well, the sport camp i went 2 weeks ago.. it was amazing n FUN! i guess, it was the best camp i ever attended. Can't believe that i actually joined sport camp. My team mates and GL were incredible..Great. haha. i had FUN..thanks to them.

The Chalet i went, the next day after my camp.. i enjoyed myself there too. But, maybe i am too tired... we did not do anything much there. The last night of the chalet, we went to Changi Village. Guess what we saw? well, obviously.. we saw erm.. those "guys dressed up like a women". heez. They looked really prettier compared to us. GIRLS..We can't lost to them!
Anyway, when sch starts..everybody will be busy again. Enjoy the holidays now before it is too late. heez..
Hope there's another gathering on July. \(=^.^=)/

2004-05-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

1 month never update le~ now then i notice..
TOday, Only ten turned up at IMM and we managed to collect $100 for our chalet. hmm, not too bad la. hehe.
After tt, we went to LOt 1 to watch "TROY"! BUT..i still dun know the ending.. sad~ Coz during the show, the fire alarm kept ringing.. ring and stop for 15 times. We thought it was only some kind of fire drill..so we continue watching. haha..one of the audience felt very irritated and fed up that he went to check it out. It wasn't a false alarm or fire drill. There was smoke and..everyone was asked to evacuate from the cinema. The most exciting part of the show..we missed it. But, nvm..there's refund! we can watch any show anytime..as long as we still have the tickets with us. haha.. tt's gd. [^.^]

2004-04-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

Finally.. i am free to update my blog.. hehe. ^_^ This few days very busy. Busy working, thinking and asking ppl about our chalet. haha.
Went to the bank early in the morning..(last minutes) to pay my school fees. hehe. After that, i went to school for the matriculation. Very curious and i even join a sport camp and maybe Arts camp which i am still considering..
One bad thing was that.. most of the student studying at ngee ann have to get their own notebook computer. There are only two choices.. i mean the brand of the laptop. Either Toshiba or IBM. Had some problem considering which is better...coz i dun know anything about pc. (dian nao bai ci !) heez. It cost about two to three thousand plus..
I heard from one of my friends..she bought her laptop (acer) from her school..it was cheaper compared to ours.
Hai~ i dun know.. going to ask my brother later. At least he know which is best and better for me to use. =)

2004-04-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

I need help! i dun know how to add archive links in my blog. heez. ^-^

2004-04-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Time flies~ now April le.. looks like, i have not been updating anything here. Finally, i found a job. i am currently working in the Office (HSBC) as data entry. heez. At the beginning, i thought working as data entry is all about facing the PC and typing whole day.. but my 1st 2 days there.. i had been doing some paper works like photocopying things...etc. Imagine standing in front of the photocopy machine so 3 hours plus.. that was what i did on my second day. Finally they give me 4 -5 stack of paper today...to type the customer account..n etc.. i have to finish the project within 6 weeks? about 1 month plus.. omg~ going to breakdown soon.

i feel so moody & upset now! Dun know Y...feel so ... dun know how to explain.. :( sobz. Can't express myself. Hope tml will be a better day for me.

2004-03-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

i read this juz now..from http://www.wonbin.per.sg/confession.htm (sweet and interesting..>>Won Bin's first confession)
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Like other people, I have the memory of love that was misfired. Why such a love is memorized so purely and beautifully which keeps deep in my heart, like the love in 'Autumn in my heart'.

Maybe it is because this love is not completed or it is the pure love which isn't wanted to be completed.
Love can be polluted easily by any kind of 'greed'.

This memory began in my 15 years. I lived in Kangwon-Do then. It is a unique place with mountains on four sides. I played at the mountain with friends all day under the fiery sun, which made my skin dark. I was one hill's child then.

But there was the moment I became to be quiet...

That was the time when I saw her.....

She was not like other girls on the mountains. She had a 'white' skin like snow.

I who felt inferior to her 'white' neck, became to like her.
But I was a typical rube who was clumsy and shy.
I was chatty in front of my friends, boys, but in front of girls, I lost my speech. (Acually it's almost same as now.)

So it was hard for me to talk to her. I think she won't even know that a boy was looking after her secretly. Does she know that that boy 'Kim Do Jin' (Won Bin's real name) is me?

I knew everything about her. Her parents were teachers and she had two brothers who were causing a lot of troubles. She was very a gentle and delicate person who took care of her friends a lot like an elder sister.

And she liked roses a lot!

So anyone who bought her flowers could talk to her easily. I think it was not only her good personality, but her adore for flowers.
A boy who gave her flowers on her birthday, was invited to her home.
I thought of buying flowers for her. But giving her flowers with no reason didn't make sense.

At that time, her next birthday was left too many days. And it was impossible that a 15 year old girl had another anniversaries. I couldn't think of any good reason to give it to her with my simple mind.

One day I went to Wonju because of my elder sister's wedding. I was so excited to take one day off. I went shopping with my parents in a big departmental store. In a meantime, it was a shopping for goodies for my granny who couldn't come with us because of her poor health. In the store, one thing held my vision.

It was ceramic flowers!

It was so strange and unique. The shop assistant told me that that flowers was from overseas. Those leaves were so delicate. She told me that it wasn't broken easily because that was made from ceramic.
At that time, her shadow floated in my mind. 'If I gave it to her....?...'

It could be attractive to her 'cause it was unique and she would like me who gave her those flowers which were maintained beautifully forever..

So I asked my parents to buy it for me. They felt so strange that a boy wanted flowers. They asked me the reason. But I couldn't say anything. I don't know why I couldn't think any excuses for that at that time. Finally they bought me them because of my stubbornness.

On the road home. during I hugged the flowers tightly in my chest, I could hear my heart beats continuously. I kept practicing the lines to say when I gave glass flowers to her avoiding my mother's notice.

The next day in school, I waited the moment to gave it to her. But when the time was coming, I was too nervous. I couldn't concentrate in class all day, I wanted to give the flower to her every time each lessons ended. But I grasped it hard in my hands, and never could deliver it to her. The wrapping paper was soaked by my perspiration. That day, the flower was still with me even when the class ended. I even became to think to give it up.

But, I changed my mine and put it on her table's drawer when nobody was around.

'After she receive the flowers, I'll talk to her.'

Next day, I came to school early because I had to be earlier than her to see her face when she found the flowers.

Fortunately she didn't come yet when I arrived at school.

But I discovered that there were some students who were famous for causing troubles, were making noises. They were on weekly duty for cleaning the class. But.. as is usual, they played with broom sticks noisily. Those naughty boys kept running around.

Then one of them bumped into a desk. And desks were fallen continuously, and even her desk, too.
The sound of fallen desks was listened to me not as fallen desks but my heart broken.
The flowers were fallen under the chair.
The originally attractive package was gone. When I opened the package, my tears were almost burst .
My glass flowers were broken to pieces.

Those naughty students just asked me. "What's that? Whose thing is that?" They didn't even notice my miserable feeling. They even threatened me not to tell anyone that they broke it.

So my first love's confession failed.
Of course I couldn't even think to talk to her again.
And until we left the school, I couldn't send my feeling to her.
And I remember that I couldn't even throw away those glass flowers for a while.

Maybe I didn't want to give up this love easily......this love which was stupid but pure and never came back to me after the time went by.....

Written by Won Bin
From 'Their love letters to send to their lost memories..'

2004-03-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored..I'm so bOred!

2004-03-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

So long nv update my blog le. Juz hang up the phone with my friends. We had conference in my phone..discussing about, having a gathering. A chalet~ haha. now..the time is 1.20am. so late. But my friends are still online. My bro & mum juz went out..dun know what happened to one of my dad's workers..he probably hurt himself seriously and had to go to the doctor immediately. so sad. my mum is also sick..but no choice..

I went to Ngee Ann Poly in the afternoon, i mean yesterday (25/3) to appeal for (facilites mangement for business). The appealing date ended on the (23/3)..but i'm doubtful of my choice. So i wrote a letter and handed up to them. NOw, it depends on my fate le. i also dun know if it is going to be sucessful.. if it is not successful..i also dun mind studying business studies. heez.

2004-03-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

i recieved 4 msg this morning while i was sleeping. Everybody was asking about the posting result.. well, i am quite disappointed that i'm not chosen for the first course. (Biomedical Science). i got into Ngee Ann Business Studies~ Don't know whether i am interested in that course. My dad was very happy that i got into that course. i still can decide to go for an appeal. But..i am not sure. very confused and no aim..

2004-03-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

Today..was a tiring day. Went to the gym this morning. muscle ache! heez.
wondering if..it is becoz too long nv excerise le. Made my trip to queensway shopping centre. wanted to buy a pair of track shoe. but..very disappointed in the end. Saw an adidas shoes (limited edition) which costs about $149.. it looks nice & attractive at the display. But when i tried it on.. my friends said.."not really very nice la~" ...haiz. haha. Then, after touring round the shopping centre..Didn't managed to buy one.. heez.
i ate fishball noodles there also (the 4 floor).. my feedbacks? omg! the fishballs were not very fresh...even the soup..it tasted abit werid. Dun ever try the food there. haha.

2004-03-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to use this blogger~ i think i am influenced by my little cousin. she is only 11 years old this year! and she knows so much. Very suprised. she even know how to go online to irc n msn..maybe someday, friendster? heez.
i came back from thai on monday. Had a wonderful trip there. Ate alot! TOM YAm sOup! Yummy. i think i am gaining weight. omg! better go on diet le. haha.